Flowers That Open in Moonlight
‘Moving between two worlds is difficult’
The crow came first.Â
Not as a warning,Â
but as a witness.
It sat in the crook of the ash tree,
older than memory,Â
limbs broken open from storms I don’t recall.
Its beak glintedÂ
like the edge of a bladeÂ
a memory of forgotten steel.
The moonÂ
was so bright it hurt.Â
I turned my faceÂ
but it followed.Â
Even the leavesÂ
could not hide me.
That was when I saw him,Â
walking toward meÂ
through the dark,Â
shadows followed himÂ
but did not let him go.Â
He had the posture of someoneÂ
who had loved me once,
or meant to.Â
His face stayed hidden.Â
What I saw was how the earth accepted him,Â
each step without resistance.Â
I leave bruises where I walk.
Some flowersÂ
only bloom in the moonlight.Â
I have learned their namesÂ
by listening,Â
not asking.Â
I did not reach for him.Â
I have done that before.Â
The crow lifts its wings.Â
The tree creaks open.Â
The moon left a mark on the air between us,Â
and it never faded.
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©Gesso Cocteau
art and poetry
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For the flowers that bloom only in the moonlight
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