Henry Moore said “To be an artist is to believe in life.”
When I began sketching Moondance there were two quotes I wrote on my paper, one was the above by Moore and the other was by J.M. Barrie, which reads:
“The reason birds can fly and we can't is simply because they have perfect faith, for to have faith is to have wings.”
If you know my poetry or have had conversations with me, you know I am obsessed with winged creatures. The idea of wings conjures up the ‘enchanted’ world, the 'dreamland’ where imagination blends with reality. This is the world I have come to love since I was a child, blending real world with magic.
As humans we long to defy gravity. We carry in our hearts an ancient longing to have wings, to be able to soar like the birds we watch in an open sky, the near perfect metaphor for freedom.
The part about faith in the quote by J.M Barrie is profound and meaningful. Whenever I begin to sketch for a sculpture, I am mostly trying to find my faith and my conviction. I am trying to find wings to take me into another world and discover a three-dimensional form of my vision.
The idea of balancing emotions and love with another human can be a bit of a see saw. The alternating up-and-down or backward-and-forward movement and always trying keep the relationship equitable is impossible without wings. The wings of humans may be invisible to the naked eye but if we look intuitively, we can catch a glimpse of feathers and pinion. Humans are equipped with wings of equilibrium. This counterbalance device is always correcting the paradoxical experiences of love’s gravity and levity.
Moondance is a visual definition of the shared human experience of being in love, while it liberates us from earthly constraints it also anchors us to the profound aspects of our being.
This is ‘Moondance’, forged from fire _ a visual poem.
MOONDANCE / TABLE TOP
BRONZE 32"x13'x 24"/ EDITION of 18
For Carl ___ because your love inspires me to dream.
The Owl
I wanted to find
a reason
why I disappeared.
Then the owl came
circling my thoughts ___
seducing my mind slowly
subtly coming closer.
Perched upon a broken branch,
his indifference
abstract and imposing
revealed my need for meaning,
for dark quiet places of intensity.
Sometimes I feel myself
dissolving into space,
I get smaller and smaller
until I no longer exist.
(meanwhile)
____ the self
shaped by desire
exposed by my insatiable need
moves ever closer to the fire.
But nothing will keep us alive.
I dreamt I asked the fates
why I was being driven
by transitory lust.
(the fates answered)
“Meaning only exists when you
are looking for it, it will tempt you
like a lover and leave you like a beggar.”
And I thought to myself
god, isn’t this what living is?
The wanting that feeds you
the raging storm that seduces you
and always the need for more.
I love
the way we hungered
for one another
the sensuality, the greed and the thirst.
Our bodies
wrapped in the animalism of urge
the predatory talons of
infatuation.
Then I realized what nourishes us
also destroys us.
I have felt my life
unwind like threads,
pulling me forward and backward,
until it’s hard
to put the pieces
back together.
Tonight,
the gilded owl
called out my name,
his voice so familiar,
his eyes
dark and sad.
___ did you even notice I disappeared?
Gesso Cocteau 2025
1 comment
Moondance is so beautifully balanced. This piece portrays groundedness and flight, balance and paradox in romantic (and possibly all) relationships. Gesso’s written response to her masterfully elegant bronze piece reminds me that in order to have equitable realtionships, we need to be ourselves fully. May we spread our wings. Allow yourself your birthright… for Mother Earth to hold you through your beloveds and for your spirit to expand in the field of love.
1 comment
Moondance is so beautifully balanced. This piece portrays groundedness and flight, balance and paradox in romantic (and possibly all) relationships. Gesso’s written response to her masterfully elegant bronze piece reminds me that in order to have equitable realtionships, we need to be ourselves fully. May we spread our wings. Allow yourself your birthright… for Mother Earth to hold you through your beloveds and for your spirit to expand in the field of love.