MY HUSBAND
I live everyday
with the taste of him
upon my flesh.
His scent and his voice
whisper to me throughout the day,
and when we stand together
our shadow is one.
I love him because he is rare,
because he kisses me until the sun comes up
and because he is dangerous and impossible
because I never want to wake up
from this dream without him.
Excerpt from the poem
‘My Husband’
2024 Gesso Cocteau©
Love leaves its mark upon the soul. Long after the moment has passed, the imprint remains. 'We are forever Stranded Hearts' Not every stranger is unknown.
The Shadows Are Birds The fates opened our hearts and stained us with fire; when finally they pulled us apart, the ashes of poetry remained. I have often wondered what becomes of love when it leaves us. Not the person. Not the story. But the feeling itself. Where does it go? I think all love leaves something behind. Not always joy. Not always grief. Sometimes only the strange golden residue of having been changed by another human being. A subtle rearrangement of the soul. A room within us that did not exist before. This is why I wrote Stranded Hearts. Because some loves become memories. Some become scars. And some become poetry. The shadows are birds, and the birds are souls. I have always believed that poetry changes us in ways we rarely notice at first. A poem enters through language but leaves behind something larger than words. For a brief moment, something within us shifts. A door opens. A memory awakens. A truth we could not name suddenly recognizes itself. Years later we may forget the poem entirely. We may lose the title, the author, even the lines that once moved us. Yet the transformation remains. The poem has become part of us. Beneath the surface, beyond memory, it continues its quiet work. Is this why art matters? Not because we remember it. But because it changes us. I have seen them before. In dreams. Beyond ruined gates where ivy swallowed stone. Perhaps memory is stranger than we imagine. Sometimes, just before sleep, it feels as though another world opens. A city of towers at dusk. Ancient books resting beneath dust and candlelight. The scent of rain moving through forests older than language. A blood-red rose pressed between forgotten pages. And somewhere within that landscape gather all the loves we once carried. Not lost. Only transformed. In Stranded Hearts, love is not polite, orderly, or obedient. It is fire. It is hunger. It is the raven watching from the edge of the garden. It is the rose opening in darkness. It is every beautiful thing that risks breaking our hearts simply because it exists. We are not here to preserve ourselves. We are here to burn. To love. To create. And maybe that is what all art asks of us. To survive the burning. To gather what remains. To transform sorrow into beauty. To discover that nothing is ever truly lost. Not love. Not memory. Not the soul. The shadows are birds. The birds are souls. And every poem is evidence that something beautiful once flew through us. Stranded Hearts: A Dark Romantic Anthology of Love Poetry by Gesso Cocteau © 2026
An Artist Journal reflection on the daydream places that feel remembered, the spiritual recognition held in a glance, and the dark feminine visual poetry I create from those inner worlds.
